There are many small bit of our past that we tend to forget, aren't there?

In the midst of this hectic-ness, I've been thinking about what life used to be like before. Not just last year, but way before that.

I miss the times when I was much younger, when I didn't have any reason to use the computer, and when every day just revolved around drawing comics and reading fantasy novels.

I miss the times when I could wake up every morning, actually looking forward to the day.

I miss the times in primary school, when we used to play ridiculous pranks on others(including the security guard), and when life seemed somewhat of a crazy adventure.

I miss the times when it was normal to talk to my primary school friends for hours over our house phones.

I miss the times when I was in VS, when we'd use every project as an excuse to go over to Keith's house and slack.

I miss the stuff we used to do in IP, the projects, OI, and everything else.

I miss having a class that I could say I truly felt part of, and having a classroom that we could call our home.

I'm not saying that life's gonna completely suck from here on, I'm just saying, it'd be nice if I could go back in time and relive all those memories again. Just once more.

Memories are precious, make sure you constantly remind yourself of them. To forget them, even the smallest pieces of them, would be to lose part of yourself.

I really need to take time off to draw.

Sadly time is already scarce enough as it is. Damn, JC life really sucks. Just saw some works on deviantart that really got me inspired. But not like I'm going to be drawing anything anytime soon. Sigh. A mad, mindless, soulless rush to the finish line, before I get to relax eh?

HBL kinda sucks.

Much more work to do than a normal week. Only good thing is that I get 9 hours of sleep a day. One thing I realised from HBL is that, tutorials and lectures are kind of a waste of time when done in school. I can get them done at a much faster pace on my own, fastforwarding through all the duh parts and all. Which of course leaves me with more time for other things that I actually want to do. Sigh, guess I'll have no choice but to waste such time for the next one and a half years.

I really want to catch up on OP anime, but instead of doing it in bits and pieces,, I've decided to spam it over the Dec hols. By then I'd have an estimated of 45 episodes to catch up with. Which is equivalent to about 4 days of watching :D

There's something about One Piece that makes it awesome in manga, and undescribably awesome in the anime. (Well I couldn't find a better word to describe it)



The courage to follow your dreams. Perhaps that's what makes One Piece so great.

Into the midst of hectic-ness

Haven't had much time to blog recently. Well, I went for my first homegroup session on Saturday, it was an interesting new experience I guess. Was teaching a Sec 1 normal acad girl, who wasn't quite motivated to study. Hmm, shall try teaching other levels in the following weeks, and see which one I'm best suited for.

It does seem to be getting quite busy, with PI, the fundraising this Saturday and the preparations for it, the proposal for the workshop for kids, and of course schoolwork. I have got to find some free time to draw. Feels like ages since I've done so.

Back from Interact camp :D

The past 3 days have been pretty awesome :D Not only were the games fun and all, but I also got to know some new people, people I'll be working with in future. I have to say, the group I'm in is pretty awesome. The camp also was pretty useful, there was stuff like the design thinking workshop which was really quite insightful.

Well, it's finally time for me to be responsible and be active in a CCA. I'm gonna give this my best. Going for this camp was also good in the sense that it gave me a well needed break from work. It's kinda ugghh to have to come back to reality though.

Oh and I can finally sleep on my comfy bed again yay :D

This is not quite good

My habit of usually being prepared for the future, expecting what's going to happen, is a little... self-destructive now. I'm a little worried about what will happen if it turns out taking KI wasn't the best choice. Or even if I switch to GP, if it would turn out to be a good choice. Some might say it's a little too early to think of all these, but I'm really kinda worried about how this will impact my eventual A level grades. After all, it isn't an understatement to say that your A level grades determine your life. Sigh. Mental strength eh?

Fear is paralyzing, crippling. Somewhat a self fulfilling prophecy too. I have to find a way to escape this.

Time kinda flies

It's already the end of term 1. Something tells me this year is gonna go by in a flash. Sigh.

Anyway, meeting v13 before and after school today was pretty nice, and somewhat nostalgic. Doing stuff like bringing the sofa back to our class, and just talking crap at the treehouse, it really brings back a lot of memories. Well, at least we'll always have that painted mark on the tree in the treehouse (hopefully it doesn't get removed). Though we've been separated, whenever we get together it always seems like nothing's changed :)